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Tuesday, March 27th, 2007
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I have switched to a new blog: unphenomene.livejournal.com
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Monday, February 14th, 2005
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GUess wat guess wat???
i tot tis was gona b a boring n lonely valentine coz of the test tml n tt IZ wun b spending it wif mi...
yet i had a plesant surprise!
I had asked IZ yest to go out for dinner 2dae but he had refused to coz i had driving till 8 n he din wana wait in the office for 3 hrs...i was kinda depressed...
Afta my driving lesson 2dae....i received a fone call frm IZ n he had called to ask mi out!!!!
Apparantly he had successfully conned mi into believing that he dint intend to spend V. day wif mi..
He had prepared dinner =) and asked mi out for movie in return *haha*
I'm lyk soooooo touched? its such a shock for mi coz i realli believed that he wasnt into such things... dang....i'm so hyped up now i dont think i can study for the test =p
anyway....to all my frens readin tis...pray for mi so God will touch his heart soon...
Luv u all!
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Sunday, November 28th, 2004
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=) heehee...was his bdae yest... woke up in the morning n went to the market wif my mum to get the ingredients for the cake n the steamboat.
came bak home n started baking the cake for him...it was a floral tea cake so it smelt realli nice...i was realli happy wif the cake n juz wen i was abt the apply on the whipped cream...he called to say he was cumin over....wanting to gif him a surprise,..i hid the cake wif the cream applied 1/2 way....but wen i finalli went bak to the cake...it was partially destroyed...coz the cake wasnt cooled enuff n the cream melted causing the cake to go soggy... >_<
went along wif the cuttin of cake nevertheless and had a pretty gd tym eating it...
woke up especialli early 2dae...for wat? for work...at the pc fair...a preety gd day...managed to sell 2 unit..rather proud of myself le...still tot wun get any sales at all..
arrived at the expo rather early n met zef so i had a chat wif him at BK...a short while after entering the expo hall..i decided to go over to his booth to visit him...on the return trip bak to my booth...i saw a gal...a gal hu got mi real upset during my sec 4 days...a gal whom i've forgiven...a gal..who has changed.
anyway...the day passed realli fast 2dae...n has been home for quite a while...should b going to slp afta a little maple storying.
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Thursday, November 25th, 2004
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woah....got my results yest morning...i passed!! oh my goodness...so grateful for tt...tot i'll fail my SCT.. sumwat managed to scrap thru wif a D+....so tt makes my results for the sem 1A,2B+,1B,1C+ n 1D+....wide variety of grades don't ya think? heehee
went for my 1st day at the sitex pc fair 2dae....met zef the moment i reached...long working hours...non-stop toking...but tonnes of fun, experience n a couple of frens made...heehee
gota noe tis 2 young man, aged 15 n 17. nice pple...will definitely grow to becom fine man...working wif them was so pleasant n nice...they'r sweet n easy-going..man..tts wat i lyk best abt guys...they'r sooo ez to approach n b frens wif...
din manage to sell any units at all...but i'm sure i'll eventually make sales...i'll continue to haf faith..
as i heard frm yuji tt hock was workin at expo 2dae...i gaf him a call in the morning...apparently...he's workin in the hall right beside mi so i told him to find mi during his lunch break n he did cum over! so nice to c a fren during the hols u noe? even if he's juz a normal classmate/fren...it was such a heart warming n comfortable sense of feeling that is perhaps sumwat beyond description.
dad was free so i got a ride home frm work,..bought dinner n sat down wif my frens to makan...was watching tv wen i saw bryan's face! haha...he was interviewed in regards to the tix to Singapore Idols final. well well well...such an amazing thing..haha
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Friday, October 29th, 2004
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well...i'm late....as expected..heehee
the exams r here n i havnt exactly been the moz hardworking student u c ard...feels bad...but simply NOT motivated to put in anymore effort than that...paper was on wed...yeh...the 1 tt has passed...din realli set my mind to study...did a little revision tts for sure..got thru the paper well...1h15 n i'm sick of the paper...so as usual...i said sayonara to the room..a little earlier..haha...am kinda confident of a B...n i hope tis tym round...i wun b disappointed lyk last sem..haha..
hang ard in skl n waited for yuzi n puishing b4 we headed out for white chicks! haha..had suki sushi buffet n had so much fun...its realli nice hanging out wif them...they'r lyk...so willing to b there..i duno how to put it in exact words...anyway...we caught the show at 3....it was sooooo furni..totally hilarious..not too xtremly lame but near...it was my 1st tym seeing puishing luff sooooo mcuh....he was lyk..woah...how shld i put it...mayb...a little excited? hahaha...i duno...but its realli kool...the show was a success i wld feel...parted wif them afta the show n went to alliance francais to purchase the tix for french film fest... afterwhich, i headed bak to ps to mit up wif B n the gang...guess wat? B was late...as usual..hahaha.. oh yeh...n guess again wat? we watched white chicks!! hahaha...its worthy of 2 tix i believe...so i got on wif it..after the movie, we went for sum food b4 going for pool...i miz the 'gang'...B, matt, winst...i met a new fren Ben too! so nice to c everyone gathered....although it felt rather awkward at 1st...especially wen B wasnt ard yet at 1st...but well...everything's over...so i shldnt think too much i guess... oh yah oh yah!!!! forgot to mention...i met daphne lim!!! she's lyk soooo chio now can?? *jealous* but its realli realli sweet n nice to bump into a sec fren...especially in the middle of town..haha
yest passed realli fast....in the nite wen *he went bak..a fren of mine was msgin wif mi...wen he asked mi a qn. "were u the one who called out to mi abt 2-3 mths ago frm the 2nd level wen i was heading for the library?" gd qn...as many of u noe...i haf a super short stm...cant realli recall if i did it...but it sure sounds lyk mi...so there's lyk a realli huge possibility that that gal was mi...anyway...according to him...his gf was kinda near mi (if i was the one) n she got realli furious abt it....i can hardly believe it...i mean...cum'on...i'm fat, round n ATTACH...wats there to get upset abt? i bet his gal beats mi hands down..haha...but well...he's a realli nice fella...so let's not get so direct lah hor...
2dae.....felt lyk a daze....had driving lesson juz abt 2 hrs ago....din exactly do my best...but i njoyed it juz as much...car stalled twice(an improvement) n i actually learnt how to park!!! reverse! hahahaha....was so amazed...n of coz...scared! haha...but's it kool....i'm so gona work hard at it...gota rem to go find winst for sum tips on advanced...i wan my pass! hahaha
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Wednesday, October 20th, 2004
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why i used the word blank? not cause its a boring day or sumthing but tt i duno how to describe the day...
it started out as not so gd i guess since i didnt study for the 2pid sapd test which was at 1pm...kinda worried n was thinkin abt it as i got thru inse lect...
met up wif yuzi n yueteng to study 2gether...fact in....nutin much got in...but i felt a little beta anyway...
went in for the paper feelin a little weird...not sure of how i'll perform...was all excited and wanting to sit with yuzi but ended up acting lyk an idiot coz we're suppose to sit as a kls...so i ended up without a seat...feeling lost n helpless...winston came to the rescue!! ahha...ook...a little too 'kua chang'... anyway...he told mi abt the seat at the corner beside nicholas, in front of collin n diagonal to chuck...not tt bad...since they nicey people..haha
read thru the paper...seems fine i tot at 1st...but wen i actually got started on the paper...i felt the difficulty of the paper...damn...MCQs r pretty fine but not the rest i guess...came out of the lecture theatre afta 1.5 hrs of writing n thinkin...felt my head feeling lighter coz of the dead brain cells *ouch*....anyway...
i hung ard skl to wait for yuzi n hock coz we were suppose to celebrate meiyan bdae...saw hon wai..haha...tt was kool...since i havnt met him for a while n i've been complainin since 4eva tt i dun c him ard in skl...haha...i den met charine too!!! so fun...
then sat down wif qian wen n had a chat wif her while i completed my french hw..studied a little for the test as well...sian..
finalli waited till the test was over but yuzi n the rest wanted to stay for the talk so i went down to town myself...n met hon wai at the mrt again! hahaha
arranged to meet meiyan n the rest at the heerens traffic light n guess hu i met?! u met ron tan!!! oh my goodness...its been such a freaking long tym since i met him tt i cldnt believe my luck...man...i miz him sooooo much!!!! heehee...he hasnt changed much...still as nice and wonderful to tok to...not to mention lookin good =)
yeh...i den met up wif meiyan they all n headed for arcade! hahahaha...play daytona for a few rounds b4 i started bak to skl for french...a little pointless u mite think...but at least i felt lyk i put in a little effort...heehee...
got bak late for the test...did it...handed up...more or less compelled jean-marc to mark it on the spot...well...did badly tis tym round...got a freaking lousy 74...results of rushing thru the paper...dun ask mi y i rushed thru...but trust mi...its a veri gd reason..haha..
got home n here i am...heehee...tts y i duno how to describe the day...it started out bad...turned to gd...went downhill...n now i'm all uphill...haha
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Wednesday, October 6th, 2004
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haix...been really stressed up recently..
projects, presentations, tests, exams...everything all cramped up in the following 3 wks. i'm seriously wonderin how i'll cope wif it? will i end up suffering frm depression? will i harbour tots of ending my life? i wonder indeed
my health havnt been too gd it seems...been feeling tired easily,often in a daze...n gettin dizzy spells r nutin uncommon anymore...took a blood pressure measurement n shocked myself 1/2 to death... 108/57!! hahahaha...luckily it was an incorrect measurement(or so i hope)...retook it again n got 108/71...according to my mum, its still too low for sum1 my age n i shld take care of myself coz it can lead to stroke...i wonder...
all the food i hafta take r things i dun as much....n yet they still expect mi to refrain frm my fav drink....how am i to live wif tt? vege more...no prob, red meat less...can...NO watermelon juice!? r u kidding?
had a long chat earlier on in the evening wif alfred...haha..nice fella i guess.. ez to tok to...nice to mit a new fren as always..
was in such a daze on my way home earlier den i ended up at bishan mrt..haha.. ended up going j8 to get mac for dinner...tt place has changed so much! man..i suddenly felt so old n nostalgic tt i sent dap a msg exclaiming how amazed, shocked and terrible i feel...things r moving so fast ...at such a pace tt i cant catch up wif...its killing mi seriously...i miz the good old days...i miz my good old buddies...i miz the great feelings i felt wen i was in sec skl.. i'm startin to dread poly life...am i in depression? or am i realli feeling so? or mayb...tis is juz a passing stage?
questions often remain unanswered.
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Sunday, October 3rd, 2004
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well well well...this has been a rather fun n interesting weekend...
cynthia booked a room at aranda to celebrate her 21st bdae tis weekend...
so we headed down yest aftanoon for sum fun at wild wild wet!!! man..can u imagine how excited i was since i havnt been to a pool for almoz 4 yrs!??!?!
equiped wif a bikini bra,t-shirt n shorts n i was all ready for sum rides.
we went on every EVERY ride available...except a certain cycling on tracks 1 since we felt it was a little boring? the rides were fun n exciting...mi, cynthia, sharon n wilson had quite a bit of fun..heehee... the scariest 1 was the wave pool 1 guess....since wilson's pretty tall...we went rather deep in wif him...but i kinda forgot tt we'r a lot shorter den him...so weneva the wave came along...i cld hardly get myself ard...in the end...i realli drank loads of *eeks salty water..haha
oh yah...the moz embarassing ride of all!!!! it was lyk...the wats it called...erm...sum ride where u go alone lying down in open-air slide? duno wats it called...anyway...yeh...i was wearing t-shirt mah...den they say cannot..so i took out n was holding it in my hand...den went down the slide....den oso duno y hor...i 1/2 way den jammed liaox...my body juz wldnt budge...guess i was too fat or sumthing? so i had to sit up n actually paddle myself down the slide....soooo malu...haix...sad sad...
2dae...go again for makan!! julien was oso there...fun fun..eat eat, chat chat, help ard alittle...sit n joke ard a little...tym passed kind of quickly...anyway..yeh..bak home now...feeling a little troubled by sum tiny problems...but well..life's great!
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Wednesday, September 29th, 2004
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It's been a couple of days since i last updated...
things aint exactly going the way i'd prefer it to be...but i'm learning to appreciate...
i havnt been tokin much to him...both of us r juz buried too deep into our projects and bz schedules...i cant even set aside fri for him anymore due to all the activities and gatherings with frens....i feel kinda guilty abt it...but i realli hope he understands...
bought a new bible on mon...tis 1's kinda gd in the sense that it states and answers usual questions abt the bible and passages..i lyk tt...too many questions especially now tt my sunday kls' workin on the book of revelation. its profound, and most definitely beyond my understanding..hope the new bible helps tp resolve sum of my questions and help mi to build up on my relationship wif God...i cant afford to drift any further away den i am now...too risky..too dangerous..too sinful..
feel a mixture of feelings 2nite...i'm feeling happy coz i've more or less completed my rwps n the portion of wsna... but at the same tym...disappointed due to my rwps results n also lost becoz i duno how to get started on my other projects..4 due in a week's tym n i've barely touched the rest.. wasted my whole evening 2dae...came bak home frm driving n did nutin but edit my rwps a little n played fairyland till now... i nid strength...strength that no one but God can grant...i nid perserverance...perserverance that only God can give...i nid love..love that only the true and only God can provide...i feel unwanted..in a sense or 2..now...tt doesnt make sense..nah...cant b bothered wif my language right now... am i being too harsh on myself n pple ard mi? or am i showing the true mi? or mayb i'm juz being a irritating spoilt brat that goes around murdering everyone's brand new day? let's hope i'm anything but the 3rd...i simply cant bear thinkin of myself as a nuisance to pple...i;m stubborn..tt i admit.
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Saturday, September 25th, 2004
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sad sad...havnt been updating AGAIN! haix....
well...this has been a rather plain wk i'l say...got bak my results for inse though...got an A...so now i've got 2 A, 1 B n 1B+..hahaha...beta den last sem definitely...beta continue to work hard...or mayb even harder..
got kinda worried last nite...zx was acting a little strange...realli wonder wat hap to him...hope he'll b bak to normal by mon...if he's realli gona act lyk wat he say he would...i wun noe how to adjust myself...
went to a play last nite wif julien n yt...the play was named HE Shi bI.. Song'en took part in it too! heehee....the show was not entertaining...neither was it exciting...but it was the best show i've eva watched. y? simply bcoz it brings out the fact and spreads the news tt God luv us unconditionally..in a rather discreet and yet not so discreet way...i noe i noe...i sound realli weird sayin it lyk tis...but i reali cant find the word nor the phrase that can discribe my feelings and my thoughts. it was good...definitly...n i hope the next 2 shows 2nite n tml will touch many more pple.
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Sunday, September 19th, 2004
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nutin much to say for these few days...
my mood havnt exactly been up nor down...neutral i guess... boring as well in a sense...
went out wif siew wen they all yest though to celebrate her bdae.... the day actually started out wif mi going for the french movie...den headed down to find them at k-ster...stayed for mayb 30-45 mins n the session was over...
felt lyk i've been wasting too much tym...hasnt started on my freakin SIX assignments yet....kip wanting to do...but simply often motivated to do other stuffs instead. i'd beta start practicing self-control b4 sumthin major actually happens..
went to church 2dae...as usual we had Bible study on the book of revelations...had a gd tym asking n getting answers for sum qns of mine...i realli njoy the effort every1 puts in to make tis kls work out. =)
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Thursday, September 16th, 2004
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oh my goodness....tt was the moz mixed feelin day of my life??!??!
guess wat i did? i juz had my FIRST driving lesson!! haha...was lyk so damn lookin 4wrd to it...but wen it eventually took place...it more or less scared mi to death...
i cldnt drive properly, i accelerates too much, i brake too early...crap truthfully...i was a total crap...but its alright...i'm soooo not giving up...hahahha...
i'm sure i'll eventually pick up the neccessary skills.... hafin lessons again on next sat...hafin advanced on next fri... so wish mi luck dear frens...i juz cant wait =)
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Tuesday, September 14th, 2004
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great...juz kinda realised tt i havnt updated for a couple of days...this is juz so mi...simply lack the discipline n determination to keep anything going on at all...things aint going all swell tts for sure...
took my freaking bp on sat afta a meal...bad sign...the bp aint going up....still low...even lower than the previous tym i took at the doc's...i hate tt...i've been eatin well...i havnt drank melon juice...i've been so eatin lean meat...wat else does my freakin bp wans frm mi? i duwan stroke due to tis....beta work harder...
fell sick on sun...bad..tot it might haf been a relapse of the gastric flu...luckily it got better by monday afternoon n was out wif a bunch of 1st yr frens at bugis watchin movie...felt gd...it juz goes to show how much i miz them doesnt it?
bought sum mini chicken pies bak frm bugis to kinda 'hong' my mama..haha... no msg they say...n it tastes great! i luv it...its satisfying though nuthin compared to Don's...
2dae had been nutin but boring i guess...din do ANYTHING in skl...juz wasnt motivated to move nor even activate my brain...tt was BAD...haix..
got bak sum test results.. 39/50 for my ecm...gd enuf i guess...86.5/100 for wsna...fine..its not a great result...but its the best yet... got a rather disappointing 76.5/100 for rwps pracTest though...muz work harder to get higher results for the real 1...
so short of tym...5 wks left n i've 6 projects to complete...juz wat does our lecturers wan i wonder... 2 interviews up tis wk...not a veri gd thing either since i din perform well for either of the projects. i'n not lookin forward to anything...tis isnt mi at all....i dun feel myself...*cRy*
things to acomplish(though i doubt i'll do it)
1) Get started on ALL 6 projects
2) Prepare for final theory
3) Pack my room
4) Start being a little more cheerful
5) Don't start crying.
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Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
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yeh...wonder wen was the last tym i updated...lazy to check though....
juz wanna tell u frens hu still read tis journal...if u realise tt i din exactly update here...pls go to the following link:
http://freak35.diaryland.com
i juz might haf updated there instead. heehee...
*hugz* miz u peeps
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tis is a bad day.
i am not happy.
english sux wen i am feeling so.
was originally happy coz buy nice lighter.
now not happy le.
-cRy-
*help*
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Wednesday, March 17th, 2004
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/V/vinacross/1041991326_fPerfectGF.gif" border="0" alt="You're Perfect
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Sunday, January 25th, 2004
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woah....
yest was such a great great day!!!
was 3rd day of cny.. "chu san"
invited sum frens over to my place...
a few of the expected 1s din turn up... T.T
but oso a few of my frens whom i din expect turned up!!!
heehee....
it was such a great fun...
moz onz 1 turned out to b none other den alvin...haha
was quite shocked to c him at my place in the 1st place...n he turned out to haf stayed till the latest!! woah...so kool rite?
Brian they all oso turned up of coz...
Jason came!!! *shocked*
Keng Yang,Yt n gang came... =) yuji n h din cum =(
heehee
lets not nane out all the names lah hor,....
basically i veri happy lah..
juz tt i hate AILI!!! coz she din turn up T.T
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Saturday, January 24th, 2004
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depressed.
chipper.
rushed.
good.
shocked.
